I need to de-clutter my social media. I unfollow or block people who share things that are making me feel bad. I can not waste my time spending energy on these negativities. I do not need to educate people whose agenda is to spread hate and anger. I only need to follow those who spread peace, tolerance, compassion and love. We need hope.
Somehow I start something
Just like that. Before I’ve come to the end.
I want to end it before it ends me
I like things short, quick, simple.
Diving into something large, elaborate is overwhelming and I get
Still I was never a sprinter
I’m so confused about myself. Like I’m everything and nothing. Floating mind. Feeling less grounded today than ever.
Slight blues. It’s interesting.
I want to cry but tears don’t want to come.
I’ve never had any faith in humanity. I’m thinking that this might be a problem. If I don’t have faith in other humans, how can I have faith in myself? I am a human, after all. If I want to be a better person than I am right now if I want to expand my soul and live more in alignment with my true self and believe in myself – do I need to believe in others as well?
This day is so far very grey and I’m not sure there will be any daylight. Heavy clouds.