I feel as if my life is at a stand-still. Someone has pressed Pause and i don’t know where the Play-button is.
At the moment everything is routine. Same, same, same. I wish something fun would happen, but it doesn’t. Time goes by slowly. Everything moves slowly. Safe. Calm. Comfortable? I’m so bored, but I can’t commit to a direction, so I wait. I wait for signs. I wait for someone to tell me what to do, even though I know that I’m the only one who can decide for me. I wait and I wait and I wait.