Somehow I start something
Just like that. Before I’ve come to the end.
I want to end it before it ends me
I like things short, quick, simple.
Diving into something large, elaborate is overwhelming and I get
Still I was never a sprinter
I’m so confused about myself. Like I’m everything and nothing. Floating mind. Feeling less grounded today than ever.
Slight blues. It’s interesting.
I want to cry but tears don’t want to come.